Monday 9 November 2009

Counting down getting anxious

I had the discussion with DH regarding his feelings and he stated he felt I was consumed by Princess coming, he was looking forward to it but not felt he needed some space and not every waking conversation to hear me muttering about adoption. I explained to him maybe I was a tad overboard but it was due to the excitement and also 99.9% of my friends didn't have problem conceiving therefore didn't understand, s I had no one to talk to.

Anyway he is extremely happy but being male will put everything in stride until it all happens, me on the other hand I am the opposite I dream about Princess coming home.

It is just under 3 weeks before I go to Matching Panel for Princess and I can honestly say I am happy,excited and anxious. So far we have decorated her room I am in the process of lining the curtains for her room. I cannot believe in just under 3 weeks I will leave work to become a mummy and give up my career, but it will be worth it....

I am so looking forward to this.and at the moment on cloud 1010. My only concern is everyone thinks I have unrealistic expectations and they all say it is hard work. I am clear initially it will be hard work but I hope I will be a Super mummy. (I know I have set myself up).

Anyway, I will day dream in the sunset and keep you posted.......