Rollercoaster Ride

I am not sure who is reading my blog at the moment but I know I haven't posted for a while as I was so sacred the fragile process would unravel. Well without focusing on the awful past I feel like I have been through roller coaster, everything that could go wrong did but I wont go there,I will keep the blog light and focus on the positives.



My family slyly arrange for a Adoption shower for me, I got so many lovely presents, for princess and myself, to will be utterly spoilt. I was also given loads of expensive creams to pamper myself when she is here also copious bottles of expensive hand cream.



Since my last post we have been approved/ matched and started introductions princess. So far she has blown us away, she is absolutely a dream and she came to us immediately. She hugged me and DH and the tears just welled as I couldn't believe this bundle of joy was ours to nurture. Our two hour visit went well, it was so amazing it was like we had known her all of our life, she didn't feel like we were meeting a stranger. We played with her and she babbled and dribbled over us. Well so far so good, we have one final introduction then she will be home so I will keep you posted.

I cannot believe I will be coming a mommy after 2 more sleeps.